Blue Soul and Chaste Angel

                                      

Blue soul and chaste angel,

You fail to recognize

The path by which old myths fell;

Like scrim of a red dawn scraping the skies.

Stumbling through a life you knew only in name,

Unclear yet compelling links are sold.

Like smoke rising in joists of a wooden frame

Hands explore where dreams unfold.

In tune with the far-off purr of power lines,

A measured breeze cradles the tide.

Does this mark the end of one season’s crimes,

Or render inert a memorable ride?

Tortured psyche and estranged urban guise;

What essential qualities will settle and sift?

It is best to know when sailing the vessel

That things unmoored tend to drift.

Exit

I know you are sad about my leaving.
I am here now, and will be tomorrow.

Have no fear of what will become of my vision;
That fraudulent sense, that unsigned murmur.
For soon, I will see without sight.

Vision can be as bitter as winter.
It can lead you into a snowstorm in the wrong direction,
Coldness submitting you to turn back.

Yet, without sight, vision becomes as innocent as love.

Have no fear of what will become of my hearing;
That beguiling function, that impalpable pulse.
For soon, the flash of sound drains away.

Sound can be as sour as spring green apples,
Guiding you into a well of thunder,
Deceiving the receiver.

Yet, without sound, hearing becomes as pure as the wool of a lamb.

Have no fear of what will become of my touch;
That cream of sensuality, that corpus of caress.
For soon, I will feel without touch.

Touch can be as sharp as stinging nettles,
Stabbing the most solid of souls,
Wounding in hurtful ways.

Yet, without touch, feeling is transparent and clean.

How did we come to this place,
This precipice of disembodiment?
We wish it were different,
But, the vital forms must return to the Athenaeum.

I know you are sad about my leaving.
I am here now, and will be tomorrow.

Small Lyrics

                                                Sanborn Library

                                                Dartmouth College

                                                August 24, 2012

I take in the scent of old wood.

It becomes one with me.

I relish what the incense does.

Intoxicant;

A mixture of tobacco, varnish,

Faded sunlight, and memories.

Expectant air hangs;

Sounds muffled.

Stacks of musty, ancient books;

Their raggedness, their dated echoes;

Printed and reprinted talkers;

Bindings imprison words as if they were a jail,

Which, upon spilling open,

Pour forth words;

Painted illusions which connect, harmonize;

Weave ideas into the structure of thought.

Small lyrics of the fates of mountains, men, and morality,

Sung in the silent sheaves of brittle pulped parchment.

I, as those before me, sit under the evaporating light

Of the yellow dimming sun,

To taste the vestiges and essence of all that was wrought before me.

To My Fallen Hero

When I awaken, I call your name,

Always now to the hollowness

Of the window frame

Which holds a view of a desolate field.

A barren plain of emptiness,

This world of mine

Without you.

When I arise, I look for you,

Grasping only air I do not understand.

The empty space I cannot take in.

Where once your presence filled my hours

With laughter and insanity.

Until recently, it was easier, you know,

To imagine you here before me.

But then, shadows yield to light.

Thirsty Fire

Thirsty Fire

                                                            Lebanon, NH

                                                            August 6, 2012

I have loved you forever, it seems;

Lit by the thirsty fires of dreams.

I am lost in the woods tonight,

Outfitted with a poem I did not write….

Half drunk on my mind’s eye,

A measure of acuity keeps my head held high.

I will never again recognize those trees as a forest;

For the way you touched me has been cast.

When requisite loneliness comes to call,

Rapture is home, tapping at the wall.

Wisdom

My winter embodies wisdom;

Spare wisdom of a black and white world.

In my solitude,

I take a chance and look around.

Everywhere, I find the same.

People move through paths of twilight on the knoll.

They usher in a festival of the departed,

All for love and an affirmation of life.

So the living and the spirits merge,

As a marshmallow day softens

Into the dark cocoa of dusk.

Sacrament

Sacrament

I pray at an invisible temple;

Bow my head to an invisible God.

I arise with the mist

Of my lover’s first kiss.

Lift my head from a pillow of fog.

I work fast as I can at what I know,

Turn the blades of the fan and watch them go.

Will all the work get done?

Or do I turn and run?

Better ask that dead guy in the back row.

Cause it’s too late, too late, to turn it back.

It’s too late, too late, to turn it back.

Clock only winds in one direction,

If you’re late, you’ll never make that one connection.

Too late, too too late,

To turn it back.

I pray at an invisible temple;

Bow my head to an invisible God.

I arise with the mist

Of my lover’s first kiss.

Lift my head from a pillow of fog.

So next time you go on a mission,

Better roll up your sleeves and tuck your shirt.

Else you will soon unearth

Confirmation of your birth;

A long way from home, covered in the dirt.

Cause it’s too late, too late, to turn it back.

It’s too late, too late, to turn it back.

Clock only winds in one direction,

If you’re late, you’ll never make that one connection.

Too late, too too late,

To turn it back.