To My Fallen Hero

When I awaken, I call your name,

Always now to the hollowness

Of the window frame

Which holds a view of a desolate field.

A barren plain of emptiness,

This world of mine

Without you.

When I arise, I look for you,

Grasping only air I do not understand.

The empty space I cannot take in.

Where once your presence filled my hours

With laughter and insanity.

Until recently, it was easier, you know,

To imagine you here before me.

But then, shadows yield to light.

Thirsty Fire

Thirsty Fire

                                                            Lebanon, NH

                                                            August 6, 2012

I have loved you forever, it seems;

Lit by the thirsty fires of dreams.

I am lost in the woods tonight,

Outfitted with a poem I did not write….

Half drunk on my mind’s eye,

A measure of acuity keeps my head held high.

I will never again recognize those trees as a forest;

For the way you touched me has been cast.

When requisite loneliness comes to call,

Rapture is home, tapping at the wall.

Wisdom

My winter embodies wisdom;

Spare wisdom of a black and white world.

In my solitude,

I take a chance and look around.

Everywhere, I find the same.

People move through paths of twilight on the knoll.

They usher in a festival of the departed,

All for love and an affirmation of life.

So the living and the spirits merge,

As a marshmallow day softens

Into the dark cocoa of dusk.

Sacrament

Sacrament

I pray at an invisible temple;

Bow my head to an invisible God.

I arise with the mist

Of my lover’s first kiss.

Lift my head from a pillow of fog.

I work fast as I can at what I know,

Turn the blades of the fan and watch them go.

Will all the work get done?

Or do I turn and run?

Better ask that dead guy in the back row.

Cause it’s too late, too late, to turn it back.

It’s too late, too late, to turn it back.

Clock only winds in one direction,

If you’re late, you’ll never make that one connection.

Too late, too too late,

To turn it back.

I pray at an invisible temple;

Bow my head to an invisible God.

I arise with the mist

Of my lover’s first kiss.

Lift my head from a pillow of fog.

So next time you go on a mission,

Better roll up your sleeves and tuck your shirt.

Else you will soon unearth

Confirmation of your birth;

A long way from home, covered in the dirt.

Cause it’s too late, too late, to turn it back.

It’s too late, too late, to turn it back.

Clock only winds in one direction,

If you’re late, you’ll never make that one connection.

Too late, too too late,

To turn it back.

Ghosts of Apparent Lies

Day, brother, turns into night.

This ancient creek thickens and foams,

Flowing on among boulders of a life;

Bearing witness to places I roam.

Ghosts of apparent lies visit me almost every night;

To the point, I am unable to hide.

Friends I once had, stand no longer in light.

The past, moments in time, now pushed aside.

Once gone,
What went before me has never much been.

Rail yard whistles blow.

Yet, I am deaf once they go.

Time is a faith as good as dumb sin.

Who made up the plot which haunts me?

In January, palms and thighs were mellow,

Followed by kisses, colder than December snow.

Coming Home

Oh, daughter of green crest and rising mist,

Let there be one with whom I share this kiss.

For, with the marking of time at season’s end,

There is little fight left in my soul to defend.

On shore wedged between river and sea,

I spy the smooth outline there waiting for me.

Oil lanterns blush echoes off waves,

As my rising chest heaves like the ship’s sodden staves.

Look there as we round the spithead and quay,

My eyes lock to the one who is there but for me.

Dimmed lights of Warfleet, Southtown, and above,

Cast a glow of devotion on the one that I love.

The Wisest Run

The wisest run is the way of error.

For with the pale view of the waning moon,

My tidy path through time is quenched too soon.

Passing clouds bid no study of my fear.

Wishing so hard to find a second peer,

I occupy a place of confusion.

This maze, but a stage to an empty room

Where I, the veiled actor, stifles a tear.

Take me home now, having traveled the night.

From unknown lands where unknown ways hold fast,

I sail this treacherous crossing with calm.

Faith, my tiller, gains hold of reason’s sight.

Chance tenders to season the life’s compass;

And fate, the vivid artwork, is my balm.